●Primal.

Primally Yours.                ( 'once upon a time'.   9-13-11)

It is difficult to describe the sensation in my body.
I feel almost like pinpoints of light come from me. I feel like there are sparkles, brightly bouncing along as the blood pumps. A different, buoyant excitement, sustained,  that
I have recently defined as my body’s sign that it needs to sink into a total and loving submission. Unfamiliar sensations but of a giddy excitement.  It is the sexual attraction, longing for what I see beyond my reach, I want it all so badly.I am helpless of choice, the primal longing owns me.I must and I will surrender without thought-- all of me, to  you  and  for  you. 

I crave to have my whole being as yours to take your pleasures from, to use in whatever ways you may, and as a visual demonstration to the mental domination you impose. I may kneel, be prone, or bound, gagged; restrained, implemented, caressed, then struck, or cornered in confinement in hand with any manner of control and humiliation, in carnal and mental manipulation.  I don’t know all there is...but you do.

I want  to  be  used  by you,  I  need  to  be  used -- to  please  and  pleasure  you,  Sir.  I   am   Yours.
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